30 June, 2016

Spoiler Filled Orange is the New Black Rant



I just want to rant about this whole season aka season 4. This first 11 episodes were the building blocks to the last 2 episodes and they were painful and eye opening.


I just want to start off with the racism in the prison. It was such a huge thing this season especially after new prisoners started arriving and the Latino population started to grow. The way I saw that and I usually don't analyze anything just enjoy is that the prison represented America and how we are today and even though I know its still happening, seeing it in the show just made me think. Like wow it can really be that bad and a lot of people just turn a blind eye. I guess I just didn't know but seeing that opened my eyes.

The conflict between the White people, the African Americans, and the Hispanics just got so intense at some point you know. The things they said to each other and the way they acted against each other made me so sick because I see a lot of things like that on the internet and it has always made me so mad seeing things like that. I just really like that they brought that to light this season.

Another thing I want to talk about is the law enforcement in the show. Those CO's were sick bastards! Except for the lady she was cool. But I mean they mistreated the prisoners like Poussey and Susan. If you finished the season you know what happened to Susan as a result of one of the CO's forcing her to fight someone she didn't want to fight. She almost killed the girl and that scared her to death! Did the guy get in trouble? NO! She ended up being an empty shell for a while and when the rest of the prison decided to join together despite their differences and peacefully protest against the correctional officer what did they do? They decided to take a violent approach even though not one of those prisoners did anything but stand on the tables. Just the sight of the correctional officer that forced Susan to fight triggered her. And you know what that resulted in? An innocent woman being killed.

Now Poussey's death was like a slap in the face to me. How she went what was done to her even after her death. If that entire episode wasn't a message for America to open their damn eyes I don't know what is. I believe the last thing she said was that she couldn't breath. She DIED at the hands of a correctional officer. Not only that they tried to make her seem like a dangerous person to benefit themselves. Now I hated this! It brought me to tears because her death, the way she died, the way they left her body on the cafeteria floor til the next day, the way MCC tried to change the situation and make her look like a bad person and the way that the CO was let off the hook... These things happened in the real world! It made me sick and it makes me cry for the people that had to endure this while bad people get away with what they do.

On top of all that. On top of the fact that they didn't call the police until they got their story straight, or they didn't even call her father, or the fact that THEY DIDN'T EVEN SAY HER NAME. LIKE SHE WAS NOTHING LIKE SHE DIDN'T EXIST sent me into an outrage as well as her friends. The whole prison! Now sure I know the Hispanics and the Whites only joined because it was a riot and why not but at then end they were together as one against the "man". And I believe that we can do it too.

I'm crying now just thinking about this. Poussey's death was like the last straw in the prison because it wasn't only a black girl dying, it was more than that and I might not know what that is but its going to change a lot in the show.

Another thing I want to talk about is D , her mother getting out of jail, Sofia and Nicky's return, and the fact that a CO brought a gun to a prison. I think I'm going to start with D and the CO since they are connected. HOW IDIOTIC CAN SOMEONE BE TO BRING A GUN INTO A PRISON?!?! I mean first of all.... Its a damn prison doesn't matter if its a minimum security prison or a Max facility  you are in a prison... WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU BRING A WEAPON? ESPECIALLY IF YOU'RE IN CLOSE PROXIMITY TO PRISONERS?! So during the riot the idiot decides now is a good time to take out my gun when I'm surrounded by who knows how many prisoners. GENIUS! Did he expect to scare them into surrender? But aside from that he ends up losing the gun. Once again GENIUS! And D picks it up. Now this particularly made me mad because first... She promised her mother she would be good and get out so that she can be with her baby. Yes! she has a child. If she ever got caught with the gun in her hand and that went on her record does she think she would be able to get her child out of foster care if her mother can't? I would never give her that baby!

Now onto her mother. I feel so bad for her. She was in prison for such a long time and it seemed so hard for her to adjust to the fact that shes on her own and she has to struggle and fight to survive. I feel like she realized that the day she got out of prison and sat on that couch with the baby.

Now Nicky pissed me off. She was clean and the first moment she steps into Litchfield shes doing heroin like come on! I don't even want to talk about her. I don't like her anymore. I'm going to talk about Sofia. I was so mad when she was sent to the shoe and then they had the nerve to lie to her wife about it. I can't wait for her to sue the company because frankly they deserve it!

You know what this is getting a little too long so I'm going to cut this short. I'm just filled with so many emotions and I just have to let it go because its just a show. Although there is so much more to talk about I shouldn't. I should just chill the heck out. Yea I'll do that. Bye!

29 June, 2016

Review: The Lightning Thief

Wow!!! After Reading ACOMAF I could not find  anything I wanted to read. Who knew such an epic book could destroy me this much? I want to re-read it and I don't really do that. 





Title: The Lightning Thief (Percy Jackson and the Olympians #1)
Author: Rick Riordan
Rating: 3/5
Synopsis: Percy Jackson is a good kid, but he can't seem to focus on his schoolwork or control his temper. And lately, being away at boarding school is only getting worse—Percy could have sworn his pre-algebra teacher turned into a monster and tried to kill him. When Percy's mom finds out, she knows it's time that he knew the truth about where he came from, and that he go to the one place he'll be safe. She sends Percy to Camp Half Blood, a summer camp for demigods (on Long Island), where he learns that the father he never knew is Poseidon, God of the Sea. Soon a mystery unfolds and together with his friends—one a satyr and the other the demigod daughter of Athena—Percy sets out on a quest across the United States to reach the gates of the Underworld (located in a recording studio in Hollywood) and prevent a catastrophic war between the gods.
Quote: “If my life is going to mean anything, I have to live it myself.”
My Thoughts: This book was good if not a little predictable. Mainly because I watched the movie before reading the book. I liked that the book wasn't exactly the same as the movie and there were things that were left out from the movie that really would be added to the story which I liked and kind of wish were in the movie. I wish I would've read the book first.
Likes:
  • I loved how funny it was. There was a part where a guy was like I'm crusty and all Percy wanted to say was yes you are. 
  • I liked how naive they were. It was just so funny every time they entered this mysterious store in the middle of the night and they encountered some kind of creature.
  • The mythology was great. I've always been so interested in Greek mythology so I found that aspect of the book fascinating. 
  • It was a really easy and quick read. It was good to read something light especially after ACOMAF. I still can't get over that book. 
  • It kept me interested even though I watched the movie first. There was a lot (way too much) that was left out of the movie and I think that those small details made a huge difference to the story.
  • That Cliffhanger at the end. 
  • The Monsters.

Dislikes:
  • The ending felt a little rushed after everything went down.
  • Zeus. He was a major ungrateful butt hole. 
  • The children of Aries were also butt holes. Especially Clarisse. 
  • Aries.
  • I swear all the Gods were butt holes. 
  • The story was a little too childish for me. 

Links: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00280LYIC/ref=dp-kindle-redirect?_encoding=UTF8&btkr=1
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/28187.The_Lightning_Thief
http://rickriordan.com/book/the-lightning-thief/


I still can't figure out what I want to read and its killing me because I want to read but I don't know what! Its driving me insane... So if anyone could recommend anything that would be so great.

24 June, 2016

Hamilton Book Tag!

This Tag was created by MaureenKeavy 

I'm sure no one here knows how much I love Hamilton... but I love it a lot and I hope I can go see it someday. As for those people who don't know what Hamilton is Come on!! What rock are you living under? Hamilton is a Musical about our founding fathers, the establishment of America and about the American Revolution stuff like that but what makes it so unique and popular is the fact that it is a hip hop take on the story which is why many people are so in love with it. It genius and if you haven't listened to any of the songs now is your chance to do so. It has made me like US History much more so having this around while I was in my Government class was the best. So anyway!!!! I've wanted to do this tag since I seen Christine do it so here I go!!!I also wasn't tagged I just wanted to do it.  Enjoy!!!! Another thing... This will not be spoiler free I will warn you not to read with spoilers in big red letters. 


Question 1: The Room Where It Happens
A book world you would put yourself in. 

I would love to live in Prythian (Faerie land in ACOTAR). I mean after reading ACOMAF I especially want to live in the Court of Dreams with Rhysand.



Question 2: The Schuyler Sisters
An Underrated Female Character.

Manon Blackbeak. I thought that she was just some robot that always obeyed what Matron Blackbeak always said but she turned out to be different. She was her own person and she ended up being more than a killing machine like her grandmother wanted her to be. 



Question 3: My Shot Spoiler.
A Character that goes after what they want and doesn't let anything stop them. 

Tris Prior. She literally died to get what she wanted and I loved that about her character.  She fought for people she cared about and she didn't stop till she was dead which I guess is sad.



Question 4: Burn  Spoiler.
The most heartbreaking ending to a relationship you've ever read. 

Eleanor and Park. These two were the cutest couple I have ever read about and when Park dropped her off at her dads house and that was it. It was so painful!!!! 



Question 5: You'll Be Back 
Sassiest Villain

I'm going to go with Ramsay Bolton. I've never read any of the books but I thought he was so funny and sassy in the show (you know minus the torture and killing). 



Question 6: The Reynolds Pamphlet 
A book with a twist you didn't see coming. 

I don't want to say anything but ACOMAF is a 624 page plot twist. BEST BOOK EVER!



Question 7: Non-Stop
A series you marathoned. 

I marathoned the first 3 books in the Throne of Glass series but then I started putting off Queen of Shadows until I was able to buy it. 



Question 8: Satisfied
Favorite book with multiple points of view. 

I personally don't like books with multiple points of view mainly because I get confused so easily but I think the last on I read was Frankenstein but my favorite one would have to be Shiver. I read it in 8th grade in the peak of my obsession with Vampire and Werewolf books. (Thank you Twilight)



Question 9: Who Lives, Who Dies, Who Tells Your Story
Book / Series that you feel like will be remembered throughout history. 

I think the Throne of Glass series. I remember the first time I discovered this new thing (to me) BookTube and everyone was just raving about this series and I remembered how much I wanted to read it and when I read I wanted everyone to read it too. I would say Harry Potter but I'm not basic.



Question 10: Stay Alive Spoiler. Book and Video Game. 
A Character you wish was still alive.

I try to block out character deaths.... so this is hard! I'll go with a video game character. I'm going with Joker in Batman: Arkham City. It was a surprise when he died because he's the Joker! So I want him to come back because without him what will Batman do? A book character I would choose would probably be Newt from the Maze Runner Trilogy. I loved his character like his mark said he was the glue... So Sad. 


Again... LISTEN TO ALL THESE SONGS AND THE REST OF THE SOUNDTRACK IT IS AMAZING!!!!!!

22 June, 2016

Review: A Court of Mist and Fury

GUYS. Despite the fact that I'm extremely sad that it's over, I want everyone to know that they NEED to read this book if you've read ACOTAR. Do it you wont regret it! Anyways onto the review. By the way I will try my best not to rant and spoil anything but if I can't I will have a section for all the spoilers. 


Title: A Court of Mist and Fury

Author: Sarahh J. Maas

# of Pages: 624

Rating: 5/5

Quote: “He thinks he'll be remembered as the villain in the story. But I forgot to tell him that the villain is usually the person who locks up the maiden and throws away the key. He was the one who let me out.”

Synopsis: Feyre survived Amarantha's clutches to return to the Spring Court—but at a steep cost. Though she now has the powers of the High Fae, her heart remains human, and it can't forget the terrible deeds she performeEvd to save Tamlin's people. Nor has Feyre forgotten her bargain with Rhysand, High Lord of the feared Night Court. As Feyre navigates its dark web of politics, passion, and dazzling power, a greater evil looms—and she might be key to stopping it. But only if she can harness her harrowing gifts, heal her fractured soul, and decide how she wishes to shape her future—and the future of a world cleaved in two.

My Thoughts: This book was FANTASTIC  with twists at every turn. It was beautiful and painful (really painful) and just amazing. Although I wasn't really happy with the way things played out, the way Feyre handled the situations she was put in was pure genius even though those decisions hurt me. The story itself was funny and sexy and thrilling but sooo steamy like OML children should not read this book. It kept me on the edge of my seat and made me cry many times and I loved falling in love with characters and hating others. And I loved that Feyre got a chance to have an actual family,  friends and a Lover ( AAAAAHHHHH) Okay well he's more than a lover. . People she can care for and sacrifice things for. It was just amazing reading that and seeing her change and develop after the events of ACOTAR. It was a great continuation and I really look forward to reading the 3rd book when it comes out. By the way this book definitely had that second book spunk that we all need. And the best ending in the history of everything that eased my anxiety from previous events.

Likes: 

  •  Every time Feyre calls Rhysand a "Prick"
  • The love scene in Chapter 2 
  • Rhys collecting his debt (The bargain from book 1) at the best times. 
  • Rhys being a Prick
  • Tamlin being helpless
  • The Night Court and everyone in it. 
  • Rhysand's Inner Circle
  • Feyre learning to fight
  • Her inherited powers from every court
  • Feyre reacting like a real human being to the things that happened to her in ACOTAR
  • Amren is my spirit animal
  • " You are my salvation Feyre"
  • Crying every time something beautiful happens between mt OTP
  • I love how evil the King of Hybern is. Hes a B****
  • Everything about the story
  • Second book spunk
  • Every time there was a love scene it was more and more descriptive every time. 
  • The funniest characters ever!
  • My new found love for certain people
  • I appreciate Feyre and I don't hate her character like I hate Aelin/ Celaena sometimes. 
  • The book impacted me so deeply. The feels were so intense I had to stop reading. 
  • Sarah J. Maas is a GENIUS!!!!
  • The Court of Dreams.
  • The Fallen Prince
  • The fact that Feyre started painting again. 
  • Feyre healing. 
  • Magic.
  • Feyre reading a lot.
  • Rhysand making her learn to read.
Dislikes: 
  • Those damn mortal Queens
  • The betrayal that I will not speak of. YET.
  • The scene with the Cauldron
  • The Summer Court
  • Nesta sometimes.
  • Elain's Fiancee
  • Feyre's lack of control of her power in the beginning. 
  • Tamlin shutting Feyre out in her most vulnerable time. 
  • Tamlin locking Feyre up like an animal. 
Spoiler Section!!! I'm sorry I can't help it!!!

I'm just going to put these in bullet points. I just finished the book and my emotions are still out of control. So excuse me if some bad language slips in.






  • Fey-sand Oh my goodness!!! I liked Rhysand very little in the first book because obviously he was a grade A butthole. But remember when she died and he was so angry and worried? I loved that. 
  • Tamlin is a lying backstabbing murdering piece of shit and deserves everything Feyre is going to put him through. I honesty gasped so loud when they were before the king and then Tamilin and Lucien walked in. UGH WTF.
  • Lucien and Elain being mates after she was turned into Fae. Come on really? I didn't like that that was thrown on me when I had more important characters to worry about I mean there was a chance everyone was going to die and then we just get " You're my mate" out of nowhere come on!
  • When Rhysand touched Feyre for the first time in the inn. I mean TOUCHED.... *Screaming in the distance* So steaming and everything I was waiting for.  After the 2 months that they spent together and Feyre starting want Rhys it was a turn for her character and I loved it. She stopped feeling guilty for wanting someone who wasn't Tamlin and it really helped her heal. 
  • The High Lady of the Night Court. Come on Rhysand is a fu***** King for doing that. Not seeing her as his consort or his mate but his EQUAL in a time when it seemed that women weren't for ruling but for show like Feyre was in the Spring Court. 
  • Also Tamlin's dumbass let the enemy right into his home and I can't wait for the next book because he's so blinded by his love for Feyre he wont see it coming unless Lucien figures it out and tells him. But after that speech Feyre gave him the first time he found her he might not. I cant wait to find out. 
Now some pretty fan art I found on the Interwebs. Obviously none of the pictures belong to me. Yeah.


I'm glad that it ended like this and not like this:

20 June, 2016

Books I Purchased/ Received This Month (June)

I'm excited to read all of these books but I'm not sure what to read after ACOMAF.

If you want leave me a comment down below on what you think I should read next out of all these books. Also links to the reviews I did for these books will be under the synopsis of it. I guess. 



The Hobbit: Whisked away from his comfortable, unambitious life in his hobbit-hole in Bag End by Gandalf the wizard and a company of dwarves, Bilbo Baggins finds himself caught up in a plot to raid the treasure hoard of Smaug the Magnificent, a large and very dangerous dragon.

A Court of Mist and Fury: Feyre survived Amarantha's clutches to return to the Spring Court—but at a steep cost. Though she now has the powers of the High Fae, her heart remains human, and it can't forget the terrible deeds she performed to save Tamlin's people. Nor has Feyre forgotten her bargain with Rhysand, High Lord of the feared Night Court. As Feyre navigates its dark web of politics, passion, and dazzling power, a greater evil looms—and she might be key to stopping it. But only if she can harness her harrowing gifts, heal her fractured soul, and decide how she wishes to shape her future—and the future of a world cleaved in two.

Queen of Shadows: The queen has returned. Everyone Celaena Sardothien loves has been taken from her. But she’s at last returned to the empire—for vengeance, to rescue her once-glorious kingdom, and to confront the shadows of her past… She has embraced her identity as Aelin Galathynius, Queen of Terrasen. But before she can reclaim her throne, she must fight. She will fight for her cousin, a warrior prepared to die for her. She will fight for her friend, a young man trapped in an unspeakable prison. And she will fight for her people, enslaved to a brutal king and awaiting their lost queen’s triumphant return.

Red Queen: This is a world divided by blood – red or silver. The Reds are commoners, ruled by a Silver elite in possession of god-like superpowers. And to Mare Barrow, a seventeen-year-old Red girl from the poverty-stricken Stilts, it seems like nothing will ever change. That is, until she finds herself working in the Silver Palace. Here, surrounded by the people she hates the most, Mare discovers that, despite her red blood, she possesses a deadly power of her own. One that threatens to destroy the balance of power. Fearful of Mare’s potential, the Silvers hide her in plain view, declaring her a long-lost Silver princess, now engaged to a Silver prince. Despite knowing that one misstep would mean her death, Mare works silently to help the Red Guard, a militant resistance group, and bring down the Silver regime. But this is a world of betrayal and lies, and Mare has entered a dangerous dance – Reds against Silvers, prince against prince, and Mare against her own heart.

Black Water Tales: The Unwanted: In the remote, eastern European town of Borslav there is St. Sebastian orphanage, a place where people discard their unwanted children. For the American, Blaire Baker, it’s the perfect place to volunteer her services. Paired with a cheerful volunteer nurse, Blaire is enthusiastic about the possibilities, but is quickly discouraged when she encounters the nefarious nature of the staff and the deplorable conditions of the facility and the children. Upon arrival, one of the children informs Blaire, “There’s something in the basement.” It isn’t long before strange things begin happening, including Blaire’s flashbacks of the accident that killed her parents. The children soon suffer injuries that Blaire, first, fears may be the deeds of the callous workers but she soon thinks the abuse may originate from a source that is less than human, something unwanted. The unwanted is coming but in order for Blaire to fight it, she must dig into St. Sebastian and herself in search of truth. Blaire wants nothing more than to help the children, but when discovers the tragedy that happened in the basement and learns that the same evil forces are still at work, it will be Blaire who needs help…There’s something in the basement.

Scarlet: Cinder, the cyborg mechanic, returns in the second thrilling installment of the bestselling Lunar Chronicles. She’s trying to break out of prison—even though if she succeeds, she’ll be the Commonwealth’s most wanted fugitive. Halfway around the world, Scarlet Benoit’s grandmother is missing. It turns out there are many things Scarlet doesn’t know about her grandmother or the grave danger she has lived in her whole life. When Scarlet encounters Wolf, a street fighter who may have information as to her grandmother’s whereabouts, she is loath to trust this stranger, but is inexplicably drawn to him, and he to her. As Scarlet and Wolf unravel one mystery, they encounter another when they meet Cinder. Now, all of them must stay one step ahead of the vicious Lunar Queen Levana, who will do anything for the handsome Prince Kai to become her husband, her king, her prisoner.

Cress: Even in the future. there are damsels in distress... In the third installment of the Lunar chronicles, Cress, having risked everything to warn Cinder of Queen Levana's evil plan, has a slight problem. She's been imprisoned on a satellite since childhood and has only ever had her netscreens as company. All that screen time has made Cress a great hacker. Unfortunately, she's just received orders from Levana to track down Cinder and her handsome accomplice. When a daring rescue of Cress involving Cinder, Captain Thorne, Scarlet, and Wolf goes awry, the group is separated. Cress finally has her freedom, but it comes as a high price. Meanwhile, Levana will let nothing prevent her marriage to emperor Kai. Cress, Scarlet and Cinder may not have signed up to save the world, but they may be the only hope the world has.

Gone Girl:  On a warm summer morning in North Carthage, Missouri, it is Nick and Amy Dunne’s fifth wedding anniversary. Presents are being wrapped and reservations are being made when Nick’s clever and beautiful wife disappears. Husband-of-the-Year Nick isn’t doing himself any favors with cringe-worthy daydreams about the slope and shape of his wife’s head, but passages from Amy's diary reveal the alpha-girl perfectionist could have put anyone dangerously on edge. Under mounting pressure from the police and the media—as well as Amy’s fiercely doting parents—the town golden boy parades an endless series of lies, deceits, and inappropriate behavior. Nick is oddly evasive, and he’s definitely bitter—but is he really a killer
Percy Jackson and the Olympians Series: You Should know what this is about... come on. 

Me Before You: Lou Clark knows lots of things. She knows how many footsteps there are between the bus stop and home. She knows she likes working in The Buttered Bun tea shop and she knows she might not love her boyfriend Patrick. What Lou doesn't know is she's about to lose her job or that knowing what's coming is what keeps her sane. Will Traynor knows his motorcycle accident took away his desire to live. He knows everything feels very small and rather joyless now and he knows exactly how he's going to put a stop to that. What Will doesn't know is that Lou is about to burst into his world in a riot of color. And neither of them knows they're going to change the other for all time. 

Bates Motel Season 3 Review

I didn't even realize I didn't post this books took over my life.  Also This is not Spoiler Free sorry. 

I give this season a 4/5

Soon after the events of the second season, Norman Bates (Freddie Highmore) begins his senior year at school. He experiences hallucinations there, so his mother, Norma Louise (Vera Farmiga), decides to home school him. After Norma's mother dies, her brother Caleb (Kenny Johnson) returns to town, seeking to bond with Dylan (Max Thieriot). Norman takes a liking to new guest, Annika Johnson (Tracy Spiridakos), but she later goes missing. When searching Annika's motel room, Norma finds an invitation to a gentlemen's club. She infiltrates the club, but Sheriff Romero (Nestor Carbonell) catches her and promises to look for Annika. Romero later asks Norma to identify a woman's body, and she is relieved that it is not Annika.

Honestly you could get much more info from the trailer so here it is:



My Thoughts: So this season is so dark and it was just so great! We get more into Norman's mind and how his illness is impacting him and how its effecting his mother. This was honestly the best one so far. I loved this season and I really want to watch season 4 but I have other shows to watch like Game of Thrones and Orange is the New Black.
Likes:

  • The guy who played Opie in Sons of Anarchy was in the show. 
  • We got more Dylan and learned a lot about him.
  • We get a peak into Norma's childhood. I feel so bad for her. 
  • Norman is insane which is never bad I guess. 
  • Alex and Norma <3 <3 <3 <3 
  • Bradley is dead!!! Hahahahaha. 
  • Caleb Calhoun ( Norma's Brother) is Dylan's Father. 
  • Norma and Alex getting married <3 <3 <3
  • Alex using murder money to get Norman into the best Mental Hospital for Norma!
  • Seeing how much Alex wanted to act like a real couple with Norma outside of the public eye.
  • The drug deal gone wrong.... I was so scared I thought Dylan was going to die and the tears became so real. 
  • The relationship Dylan built with his Dad/Uncle.
  • Dylan and Emma <3 <3 <3
  •  Dylan getting Emma the lung transplant

Dislikes:

  • Norma's constant screaming -.-
  • The way she is such a Beyonce to Alex when all he wants to do is love her. 
  • The fact that Norman killed Emma's Mother. 




The cast is so funny.

15 June, 2016

Bates Motel Season 1&2 Review


Let me start off by saying that the show as a whole in my opinion deserves a Rating of 4/5

So this show is about a boy names Norman Bates and the whole show is a contemporary prequel to the movie/ novel "Psycho". Norman Bates is played by Freddie Highmore whom you may recognize from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. Obviously it is a show giving you back story on how Norman spiraled into craziness (hes a psychopath) hence the name of the movie.... Norman and his mother Norma Bates move to a fictional town by the name of White Pines after the death of Normans father. The show emphasizes the strong connection Norman has with his mother and her past and how that effected Norman and the events that unfold throughout the show. 

Okay! So lets get on with this shall we? What I love about this show besides the fact that its so gripping and suspenseful is the fact that the show doesn't go straight into the messiness that lies underneath the surface of the characters but it makes it seem like everything is normal. As the show begins we meet Norman and Norma and at first glance it seems like they are completely out of their own time and stuck in the 1960's. So with that I like how they're kind of nudging the viewer like hey! there's a movie from the 1960's get it? Anyways the first season is where I'm staring obviously! 

It starts decent enough you start to see weird things starting to happen to Norman and you're like okay... I guess its normal considering what just happened. But it gets even weirder because Norman starts getting stranger and stranger. I know I should expect it especially with everything that happens in Psycho.. Speaking of that if you haven't watched it please do its equally creepy and funny. 


That's whats funny... 
Back to what I was saying so Norman  starts acting weirder and weirder everyday and it worries mother a little bit but she brushes it off as nothing as a way to hide it from the public. She knows something is wrong with him but all she cares about is her reputation she she wont get him help. 
I need to stop paraphrasing the show basically and just tell you my thoughts. 


Season 1
My Thoughts: Season 1 was really good and different. I came across this show after finishing Sons of Anarchy (which by the way is the best show ever) and Breaking Bad (another awesome show) because I needed something to fill the empty space in my heart. Ill admit it was a little unsure about the show at first considering there was a rape in the first episode but once I got passed that and the show began to unfold little by little I was pulled in. 

Norman is such a complex character hes split between being his mother who is insane and kills people and regular old Norman who wants to be normal and good but its so difficult when his mother is always whispering over his shoulder. Its so insane how there are so many layers to each character and all their backgrounds and as the show goes on you grow to love and hate so many characters. I like that even though the show is about Norman and His mother and his decent towards insanity its also about the people around him and their actions and how they shape him as a person. So awesome watch the show. 

Likes:
  • With the way they show is the producers (or whoever does the show stuff) aren't afraid to put situations that most TV shows wouldn't show. It makes the TV show fresh and new to me at least.
  • Dylan Masset, Norma's son from another man. Basically Normans half-brother. He is so awesome and he doesn't take any of Norma's crap. Hes straight forward and doesn't need Norma to baby him like she does with Norman to get things done. 
  • Emma! Shes so cute and she is literally the light in the show. That one ray of sunshine in the S***storm that is Bates Motel. 
  • Sheriff Romero is the king of sass! It took me a while to start to like him because he was so rude after some stuff happened and the Bates were suspected of being involved. 
  • The show isn't fluffy. They get into serious/ dark topics like Mental Illness and prostitution and murder. I need that after spending half my life watching Glee. 
  • The season finale was so intense I was just glad season 2 was on Netflix.
  • The acting is so great especially on Freddie's part. Hes so into his character its amazing. Its like he is Norman but you know minus the crazy murderer part. 

Dislikes: 
  • Norma is such a manipulative B**** like stop already! Shes constantly trying to manipulate people to get what she wants instead of asking so most times she ends up looking stupid.
  • Norman because hes freaking weird and creepy. Like I know hes crazy but when he has one of his episodes its just enough to make me paranoid.  
  • Bradley
If you have not seen season 1 do not continue this contains spoilers.
Season 2

My Thoughts:  This season was even better than the first and we finally get to dive into what Norman is suffering and how he changes as he slowly goes crazy and starts doing things that are unimaginable and he doesn't remember any of it because "his mother did it". He kills someone important in this season I believe and it is so intense because he really truly believes he didn't do it. 
Likes:
  • The relationship I hope will form between Norma and Alex. Even though I hate Norma's guts. 
  • Again Dylan Masset. He is a gift! The funniest character in the show even though you know  deep down inside hes just lonely and needs a big fat hug.
  • When Norman dresses as Norma and calls Dylan down for breakfast and Dylan's reaction to his crazy ass brother is priceless. 
  • Romero being a bad ass
  • Romero helping Norma even though she doesn't deserve it. 
  • The way Romero looks at Norma
  • The very intense and frustrating almost kiss between Romero and Norma
  • Romero... I obviously like him a lot. 

Dislikes:
  • Again Norma that's basically it. 
  • And Bradley shes a pain in the butt. 


I will post the season 3 review soon but its so late and I need sleep so I will stop it here. 

Rattle the stars

I just made this because for some reason when Rhys said a thing it just reminded me of this. * sighs with dreamy look in eyes*


14 June, 2016

My precious is here


Black Water Tales:The Unwanted Review


Title: Black Water Tales:The Unwanted

Author: JeanNicole Rivers

Rating: 4/5

Synopsis: In the remote, eastern European town of Borslav there is St. Sebastian orphanage, a place where people discard theirunwanted children. For the American, Blaire Baker, it’s the perfect place to volunteer her services. Paired with a cheerful volunteer nurse, Blaire is enthusiastic about the possibilities, but is quickly discouraged when she encounters the nefarious nature of the staff and the deplorable conditions of the facility and the children. Upon arrival, one of the children informs Blaire, “There’s something in the basement.” It isn’t long before strange things begin happening, including Blaire’s flashbacks of the accident that killed her parents. The children soon suffer injuries that Blaire, first, fears may be the deeds of the callous workers but she soon thinks the abuse may originate from a source that is less than human, something unwanted. The unwanted is coming but in order for Blaire to fight it, she must dig into St. Sebastian and herself in search of truth. Blaire wants nothing more than to help the children, but when discovers the tragedy that happened in the basement and learns that the same evil forces are still at work, it will be Blaire who needs help…There’s something in the basement.

Quote: "It was rumored that his last words to Magda were Money is nothing without love."

My Thoughts: The author sent me a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review. Also she was super awesome and signed it for me so THANK YOU!!!! Now down to business... This book was so creepy and good but I couldn't read it at night XD. I didn't necessarily like any of the characters but the writing was so good I completely overlooked it. 


Likes:
  • The story had me on the edge of my seat almost the entire time as events unfolded throughout the story. 
  • It was like watching a horror movie and I could picture everything. 
  • The story reminded me of the movie The Possession which isn't really anything like to book but it just kept popping into my head as I read. I love that movie. 
  • I could pronounce the names which I was so thankful for. 
  • It was so creepy. I read it one night and I was a a little paranoid so I only read I during the day after that. 
  • The kids. They were also really creepy even though the only bad one was ( not putting her name... hahaha read it.) I couldn't help but be suspicious of all the kids because I don't like kids they're scary.  
  • This bullet point is a spoiler so don't read it if you're going to read the book!!!!  In the end all the adults die. So we know that at least they dont have to live the rest of their lives remembering the experience.
  • Paranormal Activity! and the Supernatural. If Sam and Dean were there none of the crazy stuff that happened would have happened. But I'm glad they weren't in there XD

  • Dislikes:

  • Travis not believing Blaire when she told him about the room.
  • Travis not backing Blaire up.
  • Travis.
  • Everyone being rude all the time. 
So yea guys read this book its freaking awesome. I think this is the first time I really liked a Horror novel that wasn't about vampires or witches. The link to Amazon is down below if you have Kindle Unlimited you can get it for free. 


13 June, 2016

Just Tell Me Review



Title: Just Tell Me
Author: Smw_Author (Wattpad)
Rating: 2.5/5
Synopsis:A female descendent of many races (Her mother was a mix of elf and hobbit and her father was a mix of dwarf and wizard), lived with Mr. Butterbur in Bree, but when he came to a tragic death, she was left with no home... When she brings a gathering together of her, Bilbo Baggins and the Dwarves, she sees Kili once more, her true love.
Quote: " Now, I was to return to the Misty Mountains and live with the Dwarves."
My Thoughts: Honestly not the be I've read but also not the best. It was a little rushed and there was no real plot structure in my opinion. It was  more like the author wrote down what popped into their head.
Likes:

  • My little child Kili. I love this character to pieces he is one of my favorites in The Hobbit as well as Thorin, Fili, Dwalin ,Bard the Bowman, and of course Gandalf! Who doesn't love him?
  • It was decent enough to keep me somewhat entertained. 

Dislikes:

  • It was rushed and I wanted to feel the story.
  • No structure and I wish i could've been better because I love the hobbit. 
I wish I had more to say about it but it just wasn't that good. But I did enjoy Kili dispite the fact. 

Links:  https://www.wattpad.com/story/25241999-the-hobbit-just-tell-me-kili-fiction




Okay Aiden Turner is gorgeous as well as Dean O'Gorman and Richard Armitage no one can say the aren't!






12 June, 2016

11 June, 2016

Queen of Shadows Review

Its finally here after Seventy-Twelve years of me not being able to finish the book I own it and I've finished it yeeeeessss!!!!


Title: Queen of Shadows (Throne of Glass book #4)
Author: The Queen herself Sarah J. Maas
Rating: 4/5
Synopsis: The queen has returned. Everyone Celaena Sardothien loves has been taken from her. But she’s at last returned to the empire—for vengeance, to rescue her once-glorious kingdom, and to confront the shadows of her past… She has embraced her identity as Aelin Galathynius, Queen of Terrasen. But before she can reclaim her throne, she must fight. She will fight for her cousin, a warrior prepared to die for her. She will fight for her friend, a young man trapped in an unspeakable prison. And she will fight for her people, enslaved to a brutal king and awaiting their lost queen’s triumphant return.
Quote: “You make me want to live, Rowan. Not survive; not exist. Live.”
My Thoughts: This book was a little disappointing I expected so much more especially with everything that was unfolding throughout the story and the series itself. If you've read the story you know how sometimes the ending of the book is just so intense you have to pick up the next one right away. With this book I didn't get that. I'm not saying I didn't like it because Oh my Chuck I did but I just expected a little more from it. 
Likes:
  • Rowan and Aelin!!! Yess they are so cute together I swear. Now I'm still a Chaolaena shipper but I will admit that I think I'm staring to ship Roaelin. 
  • How much book there was. So many pages and all the time to hate the King and Matron and Maeve.
  • Aelin embracing that she is no longer Celaena Sardothian she is the damn Queen of Terrasen. 
  • The stress that filled my body when i thought of Dorian or Chaol. 
  • The lingering hatred I felt for Aelin when she was with Rowan (abandoning her responsibilities to play with the fae prince.... Heir of Fire). 
  • Starting to like Kaltain (She is a bad B****). She really redeemed herself. I hated her in the other books because she was all over Dorian. 
  • Dorian's power
  • King of Adarland Dorian Havillard

Dislikes:
  • The book was so slow at first and a little bit boring. 
  • The whole book was unsatisfying for me 
  • I feel the book wasn't written to its full potential.
  • It didn't live up to the hype for me. 
  • Wyrdhounds. Those things are disgusting I would assume. 
  • Every time the book would talk about the witches. I honestly didn't care about them. 


I don't know why but this is how I imagined Manon throughout the entire book you know but with iron nails and teeth. I have a dumb imagination. 





10 June, 2016

A Court of Thorns and Roses Review


Title: A Court of Thorns and Roses
Author: Sarah J. Maas
Rating: 4/5
Quote: “I was as unburdened as a piece of dandelion fluff, and he was the wind that stirred me about the world.” Ugh such a good line:)
Synopsis: A thrilling, seductive new series from New York Times bestselling author Sarah J. Maas, blending Beauty and the Beastwith faerie lore.When nineteen-year-old huntress Feyre kills a wolf in the woods, a beast-like creature arrives to demand retribution for it. Dragged to a treacherous magical land she only knows about from legends, Feyre discovers that her captor is not an animal, but Tamlin—one of the lethal, immortal faeries who once ruled their world. As she dwells on his estate, her feelings for Tamlin transform from icy hostility into a fiery passion that burns through every lie and warning she's been told about the beautiful, dangerous world of the Fae. But an ancient, wicked shadow grows over the faerie lands, and Feyre must find a way to stop it... or doom Tamlin—and his world—forever.
My Thoughts: Sarah J. Maas is the queen of sexual frustration... she just destroyed me little by little every time any little thing happened between Tamlin and Feyre. This book also made me feel a little dirty like I was reading smut in the middle of a crowd.
Likes:

  • So steamy!!! 
  • I loved Tamlin and Feyre together and I'm still waiting to get the Feylin scene I've been waiting for. 
  • Rhysand... Hes a total ass BUT!!! I kinda like him and apparently in ACOMAF im going to love him. We will see.
  • I loved how Feyre didn't let her shortcomings hold her back because she is a bad B****.
  • Lucien warming up to Feyre made me so happy and the way they helped each other out and looked after each other despite how he treated her in the beginning. 
  • Did I mention that it was so steamy?
  • The main character wasn't a child (shes 19 years old). She didn't need anyone to take care of her she was the one taking care of people. 
  • Feyre never gave up even if it seemed that she wasn't going to win because she was a fighter. 
  • Tamlin brought out the best in Feyre and vice versa (kinda he was a butt hole at first)
  • The world building and also the characters
  • The allusion to Beauty and the Beast throughout the story. Except for the fact that Feyre can't read. 
Dislikes:

  • I obviously hated the antagonist of the story Amarantha. 
  • The Autumn Court because Lucien's brothers were the worst people I've ever read about even though they don't really do anything to him.
  • Rhysand.... I know I said I liked him but i also wanted to punch him in the face... Butthole... 
  • The way Feyre's family treated her even though she was the one that kept them alive. 
  • Her father. He doesn't deserve a daughter like Feyre he's so ungrateful. 
  • The Ending... It just wasn't enough for me to get excited about the next book even though I already bought it and am waiting for it to come to my doorstep. 
  • The struggle pronouncing names even though there was a pronunciation guide at the back of the book. 

Links: http://www.thriftbooks.com/w/a-court-of-thorns-and-roses/9280355/#isbn=1619634449
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/16096824-a-court-of-thorns-and-roses


09 June, 2016

Twist & Shout Review

Just a warning if anyone ever decides to read this... It hurts it really does just writing this review is making me so sad. But besides it hurting its amazing. 



Title: Twist and Shout
Author(s): Standbyme and Gabriel 
Rating: 100/5 
Quotes: " I can dig Elvis" If you've read it you know. 
Synopsis: Destiel Fanfic. What begins as a transforming love between Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak in the summer of 1965 quickly derails into something far more tumultuous when Dean is drafted in the Vietnam War. Though the two both voice their relationship is one where saying goodbye is never a real truth, their story becomes fraught with the tragedy of circumstance. In an era where homosexuality was especially vulnerable, Twist and Shout is the story of the love transcending time, returning over and over in its many forms, as faithful as the sea.
My Thoughts:The most painful and beautiful story I've ever read EVER. If you're a part of the supernatural fandom read it even if you don't ship Destiel. If you're not part of the Supernatural fandom who cares read it. I was emotionally ruined for a week that is a sign that this is good Sugar Honey Iced Tea. So Good. When you read it make sure to have a blanket, a teddy bear, and a big box of tissue because the tears will flow. I love the monsters that created this thank you!.
Likes: 
  • It's Supernatural Fanfiction
  • It made me cry not many books / fanfiction does that to me
  • One of the only things I've ever read that I know will always have an impact on me. 
  • Good enough to be a published novel which I really really want. 
  • It was so cute!
  • It didn't end like Brokeback Mountain *sigh of relief*

Dislikes:
  • There is no room for a sequel because the end was just ugh!
  • I feel that Dean and Cas didn't get to really experience love with each other like they could have.
  • The End

Yes this Fanfic is so popular it has a goodreads page XD. 



















Illuminae Re-Review

I said I would come back to it in the future and I did and I was totally bogus with that review. I should have tried to finish it.



Title: Illuminae
Author: Amie Kaufman & Jay Kristoff
Quote:“I should have told you I loved you every day. I should have given you the stars.”
Rating: 3.5/5
Synopsis: This morning, Kady thought breaking up with Ezra was the hardest thing she’d have to do.This afternoon, her planet was invaded.The year is 2575, and two rival megacorporations are at war over a planet that’s little more than an ice-covered speck at the edge of the universe. Too bad nobody thought to warn the people living on it. With enemy fire raining down on them, Kady and Ezra—who are barely even talking to each other—are forced to fight their way onto an evacuating fleet, with an enemy warship in hot pursuit.But their problems are just getting started. A deadly plague has broken out and is mutating, with terrifying results; the fleet's AI, which should be protecting them, may actually be their enemy; and nobody in charge will say what’s really going on. As Kady hacks into a tangled web of data to find the truth, it's clear only one person can help her bring it all to light: the ex-boyfriend she swore she'd never speak to again.Told through a fascinating dossier of hacked documents—including emails, schematics, military files, IMs, medical reports, interviews, and more.
My Thoughts: The book wasn't as bad as I thought it was. I gave it a chance and I finished it and i wasn't disappointed. It was a quick fun read which is what I need after that awful slump I just got passed ( I have a lot of those especially when school starts but I graduated on Sunday so I'm stress free for a while). 
Likes: 
  • The way the story was told was so unique to me and although it took me a while to understand what was going on it still kept the story interesting. 
  • The art in the book was awesome. I wish I could make art on the computer. 
  • Ezra and Kady were so cute even though they weren't actually together. 
Dislikes:
  • AIDEN annoyed the crap out of me but what can you expect from artificial intelligence. 
  • Those reports about the characters and what they were doing were so annoying. 
  • Reading the pages where the sentences made a path or something. I never knew which line to read next. 
Over all though the story was good. A bit confusing but when I got passed that I was able to enjoy the story. I'm looking forward to reading the next book Gemina.


Currently Reading plus Book Haul!


I'm so excited to read these books as well as finish ACOTAR. Also I just ordered A Court of Mist and Fury so I'm ready to not leave my room for the next couple weeks? Days? I don't know

02 June, 2016

X-Men: Apocalypse Review



Worshiped as a god since the dawn of civilization, the immortal Apocalypse (Oscar Isaac) becomes the first and most powerful mutant. Awakening after thousands of years, he recruits the disheartened Magneto (Michael Fassbender) and other mutants to create a new world order. As the fate of the Earth hangs in the balance, Professor X (James McAvoy) and Raven (Jennifer Lawrence) lead a team of young X-Men to stop their seemingly invincible nemesis from destroying mankind.
Rating: 4/5 Pretty Great!


WOOH!  X-MEN! Let me be honest here Ive never liked X-Men that much but... This movie was great. I personally feel that this series consists of way too many movies but this would probably be  my favorite out of all of the movies. Not only do we get to see how the characters came together to for the X-Men but we also got to see deeper into Magneto and why he is the way he is, which by the way sucks. They also introduce Kurt (Nightcrawler), Angel Storm and Scott (Cyclops). On top of that they showed the viewer a little about what happened to Logan (Wolverine) while he was in captivity by Striker.

Overall the movie was pretty good. Really action packed and funny which I believe every Marvel/DC movie should be... *cough* *cough* Deadpool. On top of that I got to see it with my friends which made the experience so much better despite the fact that we were joking and laughing the whole time.  I definitely recommend this movie especially if you already love X-Men. To me this was the best one out of the series but that is just my opinion. And to be honest the only reason I watched this was because of 3 things... Michael Fassbender (Magneto / Erik Lehnsherr), Evan Peters ( Quicksilver / Peter Maximoff) and James McAvoy ( Professor X / Charles Xavier). So yes thats that. Watch this movie guys it's very action packed and the first mutant Apocalypse or whatever his name is... his powers are cool af! I want some of those.


Sorry this is short Im not sure what to say about this movie other than its good and watch it.

Kay Bye.

01 June, 2016

Cinder Review

Title: Cinder
Author: Marissa Meyer
Rating: 3/5
Quote: “Imagine there was a cure, but finding it would cost you everything. It would completely ruin your life. What would you do?”
Synopsis: Humans and androids crowd the raucous streets of New Beijing. A deadly plague ravages the population. From space, a ruthless lunar people watch, waiting to make their move. No one knows that Earth’s fate hinges on one girl. Cinder, a gifted mechanic, is a cyborg. She’s a second-class citizen with a mysterious past, reviled by her stepmother and blamed for her stepsister’s illness. But when her life becomes intertwined with the handsome Prince Kai’s, she suddenly finds herself at the center of an intergalactic struggle, and a forbidden attraction. Caught between duty and freedom, loyalty and betrayal, she must uncover secrets about her past in order to protect her world’s future.
My Thoughts: This book is so unique and definitely not what I expected at all. This is a sort of retelling of Cinderella and thats what ultimately caught my attention because... Cinderella come on who doesn't love that story? So the twist to it obviously is that she is a cyborg. At first that threw me off because I only read science fiction if I really really wanted to. In this case I did and I'm glad it was. Now this book definitely gave me the feels with everything that was going on between Price Kai and Cinder but I feel there should have been more to their story so hopefully the other books have little more about them even though they are other fairy tales that eventually tie in together.

I was not satisfied with the way this ended either like I know this part of the story is going to continue but like I said before I just wish there was a little more to the story so I could at least know how to feel. Also I couldn't really connect to the characters or even hate the bad guy there was just something more that could've been added. Another thing... and I absolutely hate saying this but the reveal that took place is the book just felt a little too Throne of Glass. I was familiar and expected which I obviously didn't like about it.

Now onto the good stuff I feel bad criticizing the book but whatever. Im ashamed of myself for putting the book down right before it got good last year. But I had the sudden urge to pick it back up on Monday and I finished basically the entire book. Although there were things that bothered me the story had my attention and I knew I wasn't going to be able to stop reading the book until I finished it.  And thankfully that was the first book I've finished in a while, it felt so good to accomplish that again. So yea the book was good. I would recommend it to anyone who really likes Fairy Tales and Science Fiction so thats it.
Links: https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/11235712-cinder

Jay

Unconscious Knowledge Review

I'm so lazy I have no motivation to do anything and the next couple reviews I post won't be that great so sorry in advance.


Title: Unconscious Knowledge
Author: Beaird Glover
Rating: 2.5/5
Quote: '"Marcy, if you could do anything you wanted to do, what would it be?"
"I don't know. I usually just thing about how to avoid getting picked on."
Synopsis: Growing up poor and within a troubled family, Marcy Harris takes a job at a hospital cafeteria, and the monotony is killing her. Then, on Christmas Day, she meets Syd McComb, a jet-cool punk rocker recently returned from a ten-year stay in Mexico, and Syd looks like all the trouble she's been dying to get into. Together they are as explosive as dynamite, and once the fuse is lit, they vent their frustrations with style, taking vengeance where it's due and staying one step ahead of the disgraced cop who's seething to catch them. And they don't feel guilty, doing what they do, because bad people should die-that's just unconscious knowledge.
My Thoughts: The author was a total rockstar for sending me a copy of his novel in exchange for an honest review so here we go.
I started this book when I was in a spiral towards slumpdom not a good idea... Now I tried. I really tried to finish this book because it seemed so interesting but something about it just didn't click with me like some books do, it could've been the writing style or just me. But I am in no way saying the book is bad because I can't really say much considering I didn't finish it. But the book just wasn't for me and if any of you decide to pick it up and you really enjoy it let me know. I am still willing to give it another try just not  right now.
Links: https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/29248913-unconscious-knowledge

Mafioso Man Review



Title: Mafioso Man (Chicago Mafia Book Two)
Author: EclecticWriter
Rating: 5/5
Quotes: "Maybe Grace was right all those years ago. Maybe you really can’t change who you are."
Summary: Chicago, 1994. Niccolo Roselli is neck-deep in the family business. Being trained by his father, the infamous Johnny Roselli, Nic attempts to forge his own way in the world. While his father's past dictates his future, Nic is eager to leave his own mark on the world, but his desperation to not be "Johnny Roselli's son" may just be his demise.
My Thoughts: Oh jeez how do I even start this without ranting? This is probably the BEST original story I've ever read on Wattpad. I mean reading this gave me all the feels and I still can't comprehend the ending. The writing was amazing the characters were so...  I don't even know how to express my love for this book. I mean it was a whole new story while keeping everything from the last book going in a way. I mean we get a better look into how Johnny Roselli ( Nick's dad) ended up after the events from the last book and how he changed throughout this book and also how his son changed. How her coped with loss and betrayal and OMG! Reading this was like watching a movie and I could not get enough. I will definitely be reading the next installment which is The Making of a Mobster because even though Ive never really liked anything that had to do with mobsters and violence I need to know what happens next. So if you are a frequent Wattpad user like myself definitely check out these books they are so worth every minute you spend reading them. But beware... This story hurts like hell.


Okay now into my rant and of course this never changes.... Spoilers... Warning the spoilers ahead will be painful and sickening. 


Oh my goodness.... This was probably the most painful think Ive ever read but I'm not going to go straight to that I'm going to start from the ending of book 1...

Okay so then end of book one sucked... royally. So the three main characters Charlotte, Johnny, and Jimmy were in Johnny's office. Johnny had hire Jimmy to protect Charlotte from whatever aka Johnny and Charlotte were "Dating". Now because of Charlottes mother's big mouth Johnny was hearing that Charlotte and Jimmy were together hence the reason they were in Johnny's office.
They were having a quite serious discussion of loyalty when Johnny decided to but Jimmy's loyalty to the test by telling him to shoot Charlotte. He did and then Johnny kills Jimmy. The bodies were never found the end.

Okay so then next book is 30 years later I believe. Johnny is prepping his son Nick to take over "The Family Business". Such a mess.... So Nick is with this girl, she's a total spoiled B**** Turns out she's working with the police. BOOM dead. Then he meets this girl Grace. She kills the rival mobs leader. They Fall in love Blah Blah Blah she gets pregnant like 64 times. ahahah. Now to the bad part....

 OKAY OKAY!!! Grace was in labor and they were in a cab to go to the hospital. Turns out they aren't going to the hospital they just got kidnapped. Nick doesn't know whats going on when he wakes up in a warehouse and his wife who is in labor is on the floor.


They were kidnapped by the son of the guy Grace killed and he's determined to get his revenge. He waits until the baby is born to kill it by stepping on it. Then he shoots Grace in the head all the while Nick is watching every second. Nicks father busts in killing that guy but he realizes he's too late when he sees his daughter- in- law and his grandchild dead on the floor.

OH MY GOD IM CRYING NOW. I KNOW THIS SOUNDS ABSOLUTELY AWFUL BUT JUST READ IT if you're comfortable with it.

Links: https://www.wattpad.com/story/4534704-mafioso-man-chicago-mafia-trilogy-book-two